Tuesday, September 29, 2009

"La Vie en Rose" by Pomplamoose



::  Lyrics (French)  ::
Des yeux qui font baiser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche,
Voila le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est lui pour moi. Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Des nuits d'amour a ne plus en finir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Des enuis des chagrins, des phases
Heureux, heureux a en mourir.

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est toi pour moi. Moi pour toi
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat





::  Lyrics (English)  ::
Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And tho I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart
Im in a world apart
A world where roses bloom

And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose


Thanks Nivl for the recommendation. mwwah!
X)
Me lovey this song too!




Mmm. They're adorable.
Me love.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Check yourself in the mirror

Seriously.

I don't know what are the other songs that suits YOU better.
Yeah YOU.
and others as well.
These songs are specially dedicated to you.
Hope you enjoy it.
Oh who knows, you might not even be reading this.
LOL.






"There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do"





"If I'm a bad person, 
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go, 
Make my own way.
It's a circle, 
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, 
Well sentence me to another life."










Have a nice life.
Don't make me do the worst.
And you're most welcomed.
=)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm smitten X)




If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too





BETTER!

Heheheheheheehehe
I'm feeling much better now.
Really.
At least, I'm willing to move.
 Probably jump around sometimes
but that's not really gonna happen today.
Not after my PI class.
Hahahaha.
Me still haz to practice.
I know I shouldn't be THAT happy
when I got the news from Shuqeera,
which is, Eric won't be able to come for the class.
Because he's sick.
I'm sorry.
But I really felt much more relieved.
Oh, now you see how important he is in my life.
Hahahahaha.
But I hope he'll recover from his sick soon.
And I, will have to continue on what I was supposed to do
before the midterm break started.
Cannot be that lazy anymore.
Well, in order to do that,
I need, not just one motivation,
and inspirations are most welcome into my life, now.
Now now now now.
Have a great day ahead, world.
=D

Usually happens after holidays, or a break

Close my eyes,
I see nothing.
Look into my heart,
I don't see happiness.
I'm tired.
I'm just tired.
I need a getaway. As soon as possible.






I even started to think that my life before was better,
as I was freer .
And I have less informing work to do.
Not that I'm saying I'm not "free" now,
albeit I'm still spending about the same amount of time with myself, as before.
The fact that I like to live alone, it still stands.
Oh yeah.







You know. If you don't like what you read,
I'm sorry?
I'm just tired. *If you understand*
And I don't feel like to move, even an inch from wherever I am now.
And I need ample of rest.
Maybe stress does make me feel sleepy, tired, lethargic. Whatever.







::  Listening to  ::
"You are the moon"
by
The Hush Sound
*repeat some more, lol*




::  p/s  ::
I feel emo, again.
Yes, again.
=.=

Sunday, September 13, 2009

A nice and lazy day =)




*deep breathe*




Okie. Just got back home.
Didn't do anything much today. Hahahaha. The day's still young, right.




Went to church earlier to have practice before the service starts
as I'm the pianist for today's service.
And it was..... I don't know. I'd say..... not bad.
HAHAHHAAHHA.
I, myself made a lot of mistakes, kept my tongue out for a lot of times. *oops* =P
But the sound was all good.
The mistake was quickly covered by my brilliant moves. LOL. *thick-skinned*
Uhhh awww anyway, I don't think it's that bad.
People make mistakes too........ X)
It's been a while since the last time I played in that church. Really. At least 2 months.
Hehehehe.





After we left the church, we went for lunch at SS2, as what we usually did.
The.... dishes we ordered, were.... beyond our expectation. As in, not in a good way.
*cough*
Yeah.
However, we still finished every single bit of them. Hahahahaa.




And then we headed home.
*AWWWW*
Told you we didn't do much today.
X)
And I'm lazy to practice too.
I played hard today, so I should deserve a lil time to rest myself, nay?
Yeah.
So I should continue my movie "Knowing", starring Nicolas Cage.
Hehehehee.






An interesting movie, though I haven't even finished the movie yet.
Hahahaha. But i like. X)



TGC, peeps!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Ai's, LOL

I've found cheerful, fun and caring in his eyes.
But not firmed.




I've found firmness in his eyes.
As well as cheerful, fun and caring.
But there is something missing.






Never should I wonder about what was lost,
but to look forward of what I may find in the future.










::  p/s  ::
Just noticed.
They're almost like Yuki and Kyou.
Hahahhaha.
But i'm definitely not Tohru.   =)

Inspiration+motivation

The first thing that I saw from my email.......



"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.
Live the life you have imagined."
- Henry David Thoreau






Not easy, but I shall do my best. =)

Friday, September 11, 2009

Rant (1)

You know I'm not exaggerating.
Maybe I got too worked up for this.





But.....







The smell of that smoke,





 from that old man that lives right next door,
he smokes a lot.
It's like once in every 3 hours.
Okie it may not seem "a lot" to you guys, but to me, it's driving me nuts.
I simply dislike that smell.
It distracts me from what I'm supposed to put my attention on the things that I'm doing.
For now, I'm trying to get the piano part of the song,
"Seven Days in Sunny June" by Jamiroquai.
It's not a hard song to get the parts.
But, if you got me distracted from this,
It's even harder for me to transcribe the whole song.
Because I don't transcribe a lot.








I just don't like that smell.
Finito.

pondering (1)

I wonder,
What do I do to make you understand, and actually make you learn from your mistakes..?
Fear not, it's not something major.






However, this is definitely repeating.
Patience, Jeannie.








::  Listening to ::
"Say" by John Mayer

What to do =)

To-Do List          11 September 2009




*Oh, bear with me, I'm very absent-minded as all of you can see lol*




1. To get the thing.
2. To do another laundry, due to the smell last night that some neighbor caused *tsk tsk*
3. To get started with my Arranging Assignment *FINALLY!* geez I've wasted most of the week, very regretful.
4. No.3 should be enough to occupy my whole day. =)
5. Oh no no, I need some movies. I need Jap dramas but there's only 1 at home and I've watched it many times before. Ugh.
*Noted, to clear some of my laptop's contents, so I can finally install Windows, and enjoy PPS*
6. That's it for today.




GRIN, people! GRIN!





::  p/s  ::
Listening to energetic songs, like
"Kasanaru Kage" and "Giniro no Sora"                
Oh yes, they're both from the anime, "Gintama"!! X3
*Thanks to Silas for getting me hooked to this forever-mind-thrilling-anime*
=DDD

and many similar songs,
would make my day more livelier.
And I don't feel so dead anymore.
I love this sort of songs. hehehehe.
And I have to stop procrastinating.
Kyaaaa!!!!



Thursday, September 10, 2009

How adorable

Hello sekai =)

Got up,
got a call from my aunt, saying there will be guests coming to my place tonight.
So, I had to clean up the house and do some house chores.




I was having a headache due a problem that I may be having.
Which hopefully it's not going to be true.
I know I may sound contradicting here, but 
THIS,
is not supposed to be here,
not even whispering it into your ears either.
Hahahaha. *Yeah go ahead and call me evil if you want to X)*
















Anyway, after doing all the house chores,
everything seemed better.
As in, I felt like the old me, the March 2008 me,
when I first got to KL to further my studies at 
ICOM - International College of Music.





Everything was so simple, life didn't appear as hard as it seems now.
Things are getting complicated, and a lil out of hand especially nowadays.
But I'm doing my best, to be as simple as possible,
to know more things as possible, and to keep them all in my mind;
To remember what are the important things that I ought to remember,
to forget things that I should have kept behind my head;
To keep the right things for priorities.
To be simple as I used to be, and yet knowing more things than the old me





And, yeah, I felt so much better.
*Noted, I need a planner*





Till the night came, had our dinner by the dining table
and watched some "atashinchi".
The whole thing is so simple and nice.
A simple dinner 
and watch funny cartoons together
with your loved one
*cough* my Aunt Bibi,
it's just the way I like it, ordinary.





After the dinner, we both waited for the guests to come.
Before they came, I went to play some piano.
Haven't been playing it for a while, it was all good.
Although, the things I played were quite similar.
Can't help with it, right. 
This always happens whenever you played some nice piece, and apparently you've got the nice melody or the chord progressions stuck in your head, so you end up playing music with the familiar tunes.
So yeah. Hahaha!





Then, the guests came.
::  From left : Pastor Liew, Zhi En and Mrs. Liew.  ::
He looked so happy
and
he was really happy when he saw both his parents in the frame.
hahahaha.

Pastor Liew, his wife and their adorable son, Zhi En!
*sorry I don't know how to spell out their names in English,
considering I'm not the social type and I don't mix around with the people at our church*
But what the heck! He's so adorable and so vivacious!

Everybody, meet Zhi En!
and all his cool poses.





He poses! 




::  He's so vivacious till you can't catch him  ::

::  Pastor Liew and Zhi En! ::
He's like what, four years old and he poses so naturally!
Haahahahahaha. Very cute child. His family is indeed so blessed.





They didn't stay for long.
However, Pastor Liew gave both me and my Aunt Bibi blessings, as well as Aunt Yvonne
who is going to have operation on her ovary problem next friday, I hope the operation will be successful and she will get well real soon. God Bless her.
They've made my night.





Look at how I smiled.
I miss it. X)


::  Grin!  ::





Till then,
Love you, world!

The beginning




Well hello world. =D



As what I proposed earlier,
this is it.
This is a brand new start, for my life.
Oh don't worry, my previous blog stays, and will always be there.




And why did I have to get a new blog?

Good question,

and the answer is simple.
I didn't want to delete all the blog posts there
and
I wanted a fresh start,
so this it.





A place, where I can really express my true feelings.
Well, eventually more and more people will get to know about this blog
and all the "true feelings" that I used to hide,
will no longer be hidden.
I used to keep a lot of thoughts and secrets
deep inside my mind.





There were people who tried to get through my head
and figure out what's really going on in my mind.
Some of them made halfway,
some of them didn't want to
(I don't blame them for not trying to understand me,
it's me who wasn't really affable),
while some of them, clearly don't think the same why I do, so they don't know how.





It's been a while for me to hide inside my shell
and
it's time for me to come out,
and speak out what I really think and feel.
In a nutshell,
to be the real me
and don't have the need to twist my words
to fit what other people think.





Welcome to my little world
as I'm about to spill every single thought in my head
from time to time.




If I may sound boring and my words are like science or history to you,
you can simply click the red circle on your top left
(if you're using a mac)
or the red-colored box with a "x" in it [X] on your top right
(if you're using windows).


And of course,
help yourselves.
=D