one of those discoveries

I've been reading the blog posts from my old blog
and
honestly, it was fun. :D
I don't know, it's like you're taking a break, and start looking back,
to see what you've done and what you've been thinking.
Most of it was pleasant, and I have found some answers to my unspoken questions.







Was a lil emotional before I saw this,

"Always believe

that

you are going to get

what you really wished for.

Wish for the good.

Think positive."

And I felt so much better.
Mit tiefer Dankbarkeit!
minna san. :D

In a christmas mood! :D

Ohohoho.

Don't ask me why, I'm sooooooo in christmas mood now.

Hehehehe.

It's especially when I am listening to christmas songs,

classic ones of course :D

Me eez feeling very merry!

I don't need to wonder why

as I know every day gets better

every year gets better too!

I miss those days with those darlings.

23rd Dec 2008

24th Dec 2008

25th Dec 2008

The best christmas I've ever had, honestly.

And I want another couple of christmases with them again.

Miss them very very much. :(

You know,

the difference of spending time with friends and family

 during festive season is very apparent.

It's about to enjoy yourself in such a merry event,

in different ways, that is. :)

However,

nothing beats the way of celebrating christmas

like the picture above.

It's simply heartwarming and pleasant

in every way.

My dream christmas. aah~

*waltzing into my winter wonderland jor*

:)

It's all right.

I know this year will be great as ever.

*singing*

December~ December~ December~~~~~~

and
dancing to the christmas carols... :D
*giggle*

till then,

cya world!

:)

Meow :)

I woke up around 12.37pm.
So I didn't go for the swim, decided to postpone it till later at 6pm.





Turns out......






it's raining after all.




DEMO!!
Daijoubu dayo.  :D
I have Special A      *thanks to yingying ♥*
and some practice as well.....




Anyway, I shall swim tomorrow, if possible. Heheheehe.
Can't wait for holiday. December!
Os!

You reap what you sow

Heh.




I guess I still need that trip after all. And another one after that. :D
To keep my mind off of everything that I'm involved right now,
it's absolutely necessary.
One month should be enough, I guess.
Thank you family and friends for all these. Sigh.
I was really over my head and couldn't think through of what should be my priority.
Some certain mono just shouldn't linger my mind.
So, just shake it off and move on after that.
May you reap what you sow, mono. :)
That shouldn't be my problem anymore, it was never mine from the beginning after all.
I'm merely choosing a better path and have better mind, in order to have better future.
Just without you.
It's nice to meet you, though. :)







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I wonder if I should go for a swim tomorrow morning.
Hope there will be a great weather tomorrow. hehehehe.
Oh, I just came back from a movie, "A Christmas Carol".
It's more than movie, more than just a life lesson.




One must be contented with what he has now, and share with others who don't have what he has.
Love may not be mutual, but be satisfied of what you are able to give and able to receive.
Selfishness will not bring you far, but kindness will give you more than you ever desired.
The world will never come to an end even when you're against the world by yourself.
However, you're never really alone. Just keep that in mind, at least you won't feel so helpless anymore.






I'm glad, again.
As I'm always telling myself that it's okay, I'm gonna be fine.
I can do this, for my own sake, I can do this.
December's coming, Saaaaa~~~~~~~~ :D
Till then, bye world! :)

me eez not feeling good NOW

I don't like stress.
I mean, for most of the time, yeah.





It makes me feel like shit.
It made me wanna curse
and throw tantrums to random people.
It made me feel sleepy in the end, making me feel as if I'm escaping from my current situation.
No time to worry for my aching shoulder,
no time to feed my appetite because I'm simply not in any mood to eat.
What in the world is going on now.
I'm like this all because of stress, not worth it, I know.
But it's hard to control your emotions when you're under stress, okay?
Oh maybe i know, it's because of something that is going to happen,
in fact, a lot of things are going to happen within 2 weeks time.
Sigh. All because of the procrastination and my laziness durh.






Enough crap.
I'm leaving, and going somewhere I feel like to.
At least I won't feel so stressed out when I'm on a journey to somewhere.
There will always be songs playing in my head anyway.
Take care.

All smiles!

Good morning, world!

:)

Though I didn't have enough sleep last night

*slept at 2, woke up around 9*

I feel like it's a great start of the day already!

Yeah..

I've been watching Gintama since last night

and

it's been a really great company,

that entertains me with its great sense of humor.

Hahaha. okie irony.

But still,

it's been good and I've been laughing

like nobody's business.

Plus,

I can finally play

Bejeweled Blitz without any worry

of unable to finish my projects

because it has ended

YESTERDAY!

However,

I'll still have to practice a lot

for my coming exams.

gah.

Never mind.

Enjoy for a little while,

then practice.

:D

I'm all smiles!

I don't know why

but I'm happy about it.

:D

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Though my holidays

are what I've expected since the beginning of the year,

I shall continue with my plans

and

try to explore more stuffs

that I couldn't do

when I was "busy" with my college's stuffs.

Hehehe.

Now that it's almost over,

oh wait,

I should rejoice when it's totally over,

when I don't have to wake up early every day

just to get to college.

Sigh, there's so much changes,

I need to change my route to college,

have to get to somewhere else to go home,

instead of waiting for buses anymore.

No worries.

What needs to be changed, shall be changed.

And that applies to someone as well.

Though it would be worse than before,

I shall never be bothered by this

because none of them was worth it.

So, think of the future.

Future's always better

and I'm doing my best to realize it.

:)

GRIN MORE PEOPLE!

GRIN!

:D

Ame•suki

I wonder,
since when I fell in love with the rain.




I used to loathe it, a lot.
Whenever it rains, I groan.
Rain to me, it's almost devastating and it gives me the blues.
People who know me, would say that I'm a "typical cat".
Hah.
Well I'm not gonna deny that fact, that I used to hate the rain, or maybe I still do, but just a little.






Last weekend when I was on my way home from Times Square
(I went there for the Anime Hanabi Festival)
and apparently I missed them all. lol.
Well, there's always next time. I hope I won't miss it again, never, again.


The point is, it was already raining cats and dogs outside
and it was difficult for me to go home with weather like this.
However, somewhat lucky I may say,
the rain became smaller and it was drizzling for the rest of the night.
I was walking in the rain, listening to Paramore's songs through my cellphone,
and for that moment, I felt really good.
It's nothing like other feelings like walking under the sun,
which is a totally different thing *obviously*
or walking on the streets.
Walking in the rain, in anywhere, it's the same. The time and place, doesn't really matter.


It was so natural and relieving
when I felt the raindrops on my face.
Singing and enjoying the nature by the road,
while waiting for a cab to get me home because nobody was available,
that was absolutely refreshing.



And today, I know somewhere in my mind that today would rain again, because of the monsoon.
Obviously I've totally forgotten about it and got myself wet because of the rain.
But, that was nothing. I asked for it. I wanted the raindrops keep falling on my head.
Because I enjoyed it.
This sort of desire, is none like other and I actually liked it.
Well, the funny thing is, there were absolutely nothing going on my mind
when I was walking in the rain, no melody, nobody, nothing, nil.
Maybe I'm just too tired. Yeah. Due to the last-minute projects, I blame myself for that.
But still, I love it. Hahahaaha.

I still love the sun. I do.
But the rain, it's surely different now.
I'm sure, that I don't hate it so much anymore.
Another evolution, I see. Hehehe.




By the way, I've finished my projects, and now I'm left with my performance studies
and my piano exam.
Have to practice a lot.
and to listen a lot to swingy music. Yeah whatever it is.
I have to get them over with and start planning my holiday properly.
Don't wanna waste it like previous semester breaks which I promised myself the same thing too.
LOL.
I can do it.




Take care peeps.
I'm not sick anymore, so don't worry.
If I'm emo, just let me be, okay.
:)





::  p/s  ::
I wonder why did I dream of him,
it was totally random.
And I felt a little different, toward him, that is.
Maybe it's just me.
Okay. It's just me.
Btw, it's not "him". It's someone else. hahaha.