Can't wait....

Can't wait for December to come.
Can't wait to go home.
Can't wait to take a break.
Can't wait to be back in my hometown.
Can't wait to taste all the food at my hometown.
Can't wait to get to practice piano at my hometown      
*Oh I wonder... where?*
Can't wait for next year to come.                                    
*Yay I'll be 20!!*
Can't wait for all the excitements that I'll be getting in the future.




SAAAAAAAA!!!!!




I just don't know why I love the first half of the year.
It's like starting afresh with something.
Hahahaaha.
We'll see then.

"知足" by 五月天-

怎么去拥有一道彩虹

怎么去拥抱一夏天的风

天上的星星笑地上的人

总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容

要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

如果你快乐不是为我

会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷而祝福 而感动

终于你身影消失在人海尽头

才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘

那样的唱着那一年的歌

那样的回忆那么足够

足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷而祝福 而感动

终于你身影消失在人海尽头

才发现笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷而祝福 而感动

终于你身影消失在人海尽头

才发现笑着哭最痛wo…

如果我爱上你的笑容

要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

如果你快乐再不是为我

会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

Sooner or later,

this gonna happen.

So, it's okay for me to be a lil emo.

And a lil seclusive.

Because I can finally cry again,

and I'd like to cry alone. :D

"Enrai" by Do As Infinity

Under the thick clouds,
I was with my mother that day...
With her parasol up, she held my hand
As we walked down the summer path.

Her voice nearly drowned by the chirping crickets,
Over and over she said,
"Everyone goes through life alone
Not turning back."

Too young, I surely
Heard things I couldn't answer...
Before I knew it, I was sleeping
At your back, not crying at all.

A presentiment of the coming evening shower,
The echo of distant thunder --
Almost as if to forecast
How we would be since that time...

As I approach you as you were that day,
I finally understand
Why you suddenly squatted down,
And shed those final tears.

Your feelings...
The smell of that summer...














will get the video asap.
There's just none in Youtube.
Anyway.
I love this song. AHahahaha.
Though it's a lil frustrating on how to express the right feeling out.
Yeap.

I can barely breathe. As my energy became scarce..

I can hardly feel anything, but the coldness,
My vision is blurred and I literally am numb.
I mean it.




The only thing that made me feel like I'm alive
was
blasting my mind with Paramore's songs.
Ah well. Their songs are great.
Love all of them, but I love "You are the exception" and "Misguided ghosts" the most.
I don't know. Hahahaha.





Maybe I'm just tired.
Yeah...
It's okay. It's time to put my mind into my projects anyway.
I'm so lazy.
TM is fine, CH and Arranging are KILLING me........
Sigh.
Composing and arranging are not easy.
Oh, finally, I'm feeling something,
Stomachache.
LOL.
I hope everything will be done and I wanna get over with them.
Everything man.
Everything.
Ever since yesterday, I've given some thoughts even though my mind was in turmoil.
Yeap.
I can live with this.



All the best, peeps.
Exams are coming.
Keep on practicing.
:)))




::  p/s  ::

My right hand is getting weaker.

Oh no.

phew-ish

*mmmm....*




Now that it's over, I'm relieved.
There are some other feelings were implicated,
but I really do feel relieved.




And oh yeah,
shit happens.
LOL.
Now I know.
Okie! Time to practice,
maybe in a short while.
I needa nap.




::  p/s  ::
Java Raaga is nice.
Very.... motivating.
and
relaxing.
AHAHAHAHAA.

Saturday Night•Home

I'm bored.





Most of the people are having fun out there,
especially there. yeah.
And I'm here. Sitting on the couch, typing this post, listening to "Saturday Night Fever" by Bee Gees,
and thinking about all the fun that she could have experienced.
But whatever.
It's over.
Over..............






MAKE ME AWAKE PUHHLEEEESSEEEE.
Imma start practicing tomorrow.
It's a lil late now.
Oh wait, do people sleep in early even when it's a Sunday the next day?
Hahhaha.
Just curious.
And shit happens.
Oh I really do hope the otherwise.
:)
Wish me .... a great day. Hahaha.






Take great care :D

That's the spirit

So,
if a man can do everything to achieve his goals,
he pushes other people to follow his steps too, is it?





The thing is,
if he can do it,
why can't I?





Most of us would want to be a better person,
and it seems that it's really hard to keep everything on its track
while getting us to our goals.
It's never an easy job.
And I'm still experimenting, myself specifically.
I can do it. No doubt.
But I'm gonna need more than that.
So, please let me do it in my way,
because it's my life, and I should know how to live it.
Perhaps some guidances, yes.
But never, never interrupts me even though you're not aware that I'm actually trying to do the right things. Yes things. Many things.
If only you would take the other path, it'd be so much easier.
Trust me, we'll never get to this.
However, this is good enough. Yeah. It lightened me a lot. Honestly.





Thanks for the motivation.
You gave it to me when I needed it the most.
I'm a strong person. At least, I'm on my way.
THAT'S the spirit. :))
GOD BLESS ME.
And the others.
LoL.