"You and Me" by Olivia

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed
One thing remains
That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There's some kinda magic in the air
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And they're learning
How to do that dance
Let this love be forevermore they say
I wish for this
To be true for you and me

Holding her close
He leading the way
Out at the park
Enjoying the day
And you can tell they'll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear
.....

oh i love this song.

:D

Thanks bro.

random thoughts (4)

Yes,

I do play piano

whenever I feel emotional.

But that's just some times

because I'm not always emotional,

I have to be cheerful enough.

============================================

So, there will be times that

I happen to be slightly off, disturbed, sad, depressed,

and if I happen to be in front of the piano,

I would play something to make myself feel better.

I love my melody lines for most of the times.

Hahahaha.

Honestly, I do, and I do think that 

they will actually calm me down.

Only need to work on the chord progressions,

which chord will be perfectly illustrate what's happening in my mind

and so on.

And yeah.... the accompaniment style has got to be varied.

===================================================

Just so you know,

I felt emotional earlier.

I played, and played, and played,

the melody lines were exactly how I wanted it to be,

I was talking, in a musical way.

I guess I didn't want myself to remember the unhappy moment

that I had earlier,

I cannot recall what I have played,

but I know that I was playing my heart out.

I couldn't recall any, maybe you were still an influence to me.

However, the influential level has dropped, gradually,

from time to time.

Which I am quite glad that it dropped.

=============================================

Moments later, Sabrina came.

She was standing at the door, looking at me.

I smiled. Hahaha. She's forever so cat-like, so adorable.

We had a chat, about many stuffs,

her coming trip to Australia this June *JEALOUS!!*

her family,

some other stuffs, including mine.

Ah well. I felt better. For spending quality time

with such a sweet friend.

So schweet.

:D

===========================================

I had just another pleasant day

where everything was right, 

things were right where they should be.

Nice conversations, really nice friends,

extremely nice experience today.

Speaking of which,

I have noticed the sky in the evening nearby my place

was really gorgeous.

The clouds were at the right places,

the colors of the sky was brilliant.

I couldn't catch the scenery with my camera phone,

but with the windows to my soul.

I am somehow contented.

Thank you GOD.

:D

Have a pleasant weekend everyone :)

Me eez going for shopping.

Practice comes at night, hopefully.

ahahahaha.

Smiles! :D

::  p/s  ::

I have changed my classical piece

from Mazurka to Nocturne. *phew*

Maybe I'll choose another Mazurka,

but this Nocturne piece sounds really nice.

I like it when I am attracted to it. Hehehe.

Daorae+music talk(1)

So, I just came back from this very voluptuous dinner
a Daorae,

 which is a pretty well-known Korean BBQ restaurant
in Kay Elle especially.
Very yummy and I feel so full now. *ooh*
Aunt Bibi and I ordered one set of pork and one set of mutton.
Both were really good. Hehehe.
Their taste and smell are equally appealing
since they were cooked in front of me. So.. yeah.

These are the side dishes. :D

I actually enjoy seeing food being prepared in front of me,
so I would get the idea how it is made.
Anyway, we decided to have this dinner was to celebrate
the first day of Spring *and oui, moi is wearing akai :D*, according to the lunar calendar.
Hahaha. It's was a lil expensive, but it's totally worth it :)





The class today was yet another pretty good one,
although, as the people in my class would know that
we didn't really give out our best, except for NK. He was brilliant.
I mean, he's a Jazzer all right, lol. And for that, I have to work harder. mmph.
Yes, we didn't really do much, and Eric taught us many things today,
which some of us already know, but in a more detailed way.
Whatever we have learned in our classes, no matter it's
Contemporary Harmony-------the theory of course,
for example : using chord scales 
which provides the notes that we can use for our improvisation/solo
also for the voicing for the chords,
                    : using the hybrid chords to add in the color
                    : using the Sub V7s to give the particular effect
or arranging, or performance classes, we can, and however,
must apply what we have learned.




Then, he talked about the 12 bar blues form, the growth of the solos
which are the introduction, the development, the climax
and ways of bringing it down to end the solo.
Well, as you all know, solos are something like one instrumental is speaking up.
Although it seems that way, the other instrumentalist/vocalist should also
be aware that it is also like having a conversation.
Yes, you can speak all you want, but you must leave spaces
for others to give their feedbacks/opinions.
You cannot have conversation when you are talking by yourself all the way, right?
Talk and listen is the key of having a quality conversation,
the same goes to playing solos.
Furthermore, the more you are familiar with your band mates' playing,
the more you understand what they are doing, and the chemistry happens.
It's fun, when you know you can make the song interesting,
and doing it together with the others,
especially when achieving the climax of your solo.




The climax can be reached in many ways,
Dynamic, speed, higher register, repetition and sequential motifs.
Dynamic, as in the volume, it usually starts off at a much softer tone,
and it gradually increases as it reaches *usually* the third chorus of your solo.
Speed, the faster you play, the more tension you are creating,
which helps when you're reaching the climax.
Register, the range that you play,
which usually starts at the middle C range
till the E note which is an octave higher than the middle C, aka C4. lol.
As the solo goes on, you will slowly extend your range to a higher register,
till you reach at such a high range, you have already created the tension.
Repetition and sequential motifs are more or less the same story,
You play the same motif, not the same notes but the sequence from the motif.
For example, C F Eb (C7, C *minor* blues),       1 4 b3 
then you will play the sequence, I repeat, not the same notes.
In 12 bar blues, F7 comes in the second bar(sometimes),
then you shall play F Bb Ab (F7, F *minor* blues)   1 4 b3 
See? The numbers represent the notes and even though they're different notes,
the number stays the same, hence it's called the "sequence". :D
The sequential motifs, can also be recognized as the "rubber band theory".
The harder you pull, the tighter it's gonna be, hence the greater tension you're creating.
So, the more sequence you put in, the more tension is created.
C F Eb, D G F, E A G and so on.



However, it sometimes varies with different genres, for instance, Latin Jazz.
They like to start the solo loud, so they could keep the mood there.
Of course they will create their specific graphs for the climax.
Those, are awaiting for me to discover, in the future. Hehehehe. :P




And the homework for today *>3<*

• Find chord scales for the chords, for 3 songs
- All of me, A foggy day, All the things you are plus "Blues for Alice" by Charlie Parker ---- to find the available notes to play in the solos
• Play arpeggios for solo(tensions included) in a melodious way
• Transcribe*yes, again* a solo from any artist(Jazz), at least 2 choruses
  and play it back.
• work on my walking bassline

*head-pening*
hmmph.
I still have to practice a lot for my next piano lesson.
This, that, that, this.
Yeap.
I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!





Take great care everyone :D
Still, wish me and everyone a gorgeous day tomorrow :)
Adios~

"Bicycle" by Caroline Lufkin + Hello again :)

Well,

some of you might already know about this song.

It's

"Bicycle"

by Caroline Lufkin.

She's both singer and a songwriter,

like her sister, Olivia Lufkin,

and Olivia's more active in the entertainment biz.

She's an Uchina'a-born Lewchewan-American,

who is originally from Okinawa, Japan,

then moved to various places and guess what?

She's graduated from Berklee College of Music!

Ohmygawd!

:D

I mean, I like her style of music and all,

So yeah, Yes I am happy to know such artist.

Her songs are always so calm,

and somehow heartwarming.

I love how she arranged her songs and 

those instruments that she's used in most of her pieces

that give this simple yet sophisticated effect.

Simply amazing.

=============================================

Back to my daily practice,

which is not exactly. Hahahaaha.

I'm known for my laziness all right.  :P

But today's not the only day that I've practiced,

rather a continuation.

Anyway, I have two practical classes tomorrow,

Aural Training and Piano lesson.

One history class, which is Malaysian Music History.

But that doesn't really require any practice, so yeah. lol.

Aural Training is going to be fine, I know,

because considering that I'm going to practice more 

tomorrow morning, I think it's gonna be just all right.

As for my Private Instruction,

Hmm.

I have practiced, but still not confident enough to present

the pieces to Eric.

This is caused by insufficient practice. LOL.

I'm such a procrastinator I can even be a spokesperson for that wtf.

Mazurka is... doable, yet it's difficult.

Okie, I am going to try to look this half glass full.

Mazurka is difficult, but it's doable! Tadah! :D 

So What is easy, for sight reading! lol.

Overjoyed... oh no. I have to try again. LOL.

Half glass full, half glass full!

It's pop! So I can do it! LOL.

Sigh I'm starting to think that it's so pathetic.

YES I CAN DO IT :D :D :D

Scales, aiya, can practice, so it's okay.

As for the chord progressions,

I need to practice them again, tomorrow morning and afternoon.

And that's for Private Instruction.

For Thursday's Jazz Ensemble,

Hmmm. I shall work on the swing comping tomorrow.

Jesica must help me! ROAR!

And the 3 well-planned solos for 12-bar blues.

How am I going to plan it well? Seriously?

Jamey Aebersold's collection isn't helping me exactly how I need it.

Mmm.

I am going to ask for help, as usual. lol.

Why, blues aint quite my forte all right. And swing too.

I like latin jazz. So yeah, there's something I like. :)

CHEERS FOR TOMORROW.

PRAY FOR ME

AND

WISH FOR VERY PLEASANT, BEAUTIFUL, INSPIRING,

AND FINALLY DAYS

---- Wednesday+Thursday+Friday

WITH FULL OF SMILES :D

*PANIC!!!*

OH GAWD HELP MEEEEEEEE

ALL OF MEEEE~~~~

WHY NOT TAKE ALL OF MEEE~~~

*cough*

Oh yeah.

That's one of the song that I have to prepare

for the coming ensemble class this Thursday.

I know I know,

all because of these procrastination,

and my own laziness,

I haven't been really practicing.

Oh GAWD.

*slap*

Okie, let's see what are the three song, shall we?

:)

"All the things you are"

by

Charlie Parker

"A Foggy Day"

by

Frank Sinatra

"All of Me"

by

Frank Sinatra

And I have to learn all these 3 songs,

and prepare 3 "well-planned" solos for 

12-bar blues, in F.

Ooooh.

That's only for Jazz ensemble.

*nervous*

*hyperventilating*

*nervous*

Sorejya,

WISH ME LUCK!!! 

:D

Oh lay me, lay me

in your arms.

Those warm cuddling,

make my weariness out of sight,

out of mind.

------------------------------------------------------------------

I am so very tired

after a couple of practices at the music centre

where my Aunt Bibi takes her piano lesson

and of course after a "sorta" long day.

A satisfying day as well, which puts a smile on my face

for quite some time.

However,

the pleasant things won't last long.

Soon I'll be immersing myself into stress,

and might be deep for a short while.

Everything went well today,

and Eric gave me some homework to do

and it's ... a lil massive.

-- choose a harder BETTER mazurka

-- practice scales in F, G and if possible, Bb *in 7 modes*

-- practice chord progressions in the keys mentioned above

-- practice "overjoyed" in the accompaniment style *sing the melody* omg

-- practice "So what" 4-4-4-3

And that's just Private Instruction - Piano lesson. *phew*

Yes it is, no time to slack.

*I know I want to, lol*

I have the weekend all by myself,

so I think it should be fine.

3 days weekend yo.

II-V-I licks here I come.

'doh.

>3<

Hello! :)

Well, yeah. Thought of blogging, so here I am. *feels bad*
lol.
Okie, I promise I will blog about something some time later :)




So, as it's already 12 midnight now,
later in the morning,
I'll be having his class again, and another one in the afternoon.
Aural Training, speaking of which, I haven't really revised on the melodic section yet.
Well, I did it on Sunday, so maybe I should just look through it again later.
Oh my, and also the transcription. Check check.

As for the Private Instruction - piano class, he asked for "Mazurka" last week.
So, this week, I've prepared him two Mazurkas. One in C major *friggin easy I know*
and one in C# Minor, where the difficult part starts at the bottom of page 1 and the rest of page 2.
Gee. He's never gonna be easy on me.
I have a hunch that he's so gonna choose the latter one for me.
Although the C major one sounds more merrily and adorable. lol.
Like bunny hopping around.

Like this. LOL.

*bunny : hop hop hop, hop hop hop*

However, if that's the case,
I'm going to ask him to teach me how to play the ending. *smirk*
LOL. Trust me, it's not easy. It "sounds" easy to you I know, obviously.

LE CHORD PROGRESIONS

no, it doesn't really look like this,

but it's complicated enough to be like this as well.

:D

The chord progressions, hmm. I totally got it on Monday, when Joel showed me how to play them.
However, I've kinda lost some of them, and I played my version.
Doesn't really matter, as long as it sounds right and it fits to the chord progression. lol.
But Joel's version is really nice.



And as for tomorrow *Thursday*,
you might be seeing me glooming in the emo aura.
Oh yeah. Just might. *deep breathe*
Just so you know, ensemble classes always give me this kinda stress.
Well, for that, I've practiced the "Blues for Alice" by Charlie Parker,
in 3 different ways :
(i) Both hands comping
(ii) Melody on the right hand, comping on the left hand
(iii) Melody on both hands.
(iv) Play the melody reversely
(v) Read the notes upside down
(xxxxvi) I don't know, you tell me. :D
And also the 20 II-V-I licks in Eb major.
And also 12-bar blues in 4 different keys : C, F, G and Bb.
Bb is a lil tricky. Okay. I can do this. :)





Anyway....................





Let's hope that I will have
TERRIFIC+BRILLIANT+MARVELOUS+GORGEOUS days
Today *Wednesday* & Tomorrow *Thursday* & The Day after Tomorrow *Friday*.
Heh.

FIGHTO!!!

Okie. Before I officially KO-ed, *just cuz I'm exhausted*
I just feel like saying........




After the past two days (Thursday+Friday) of nonstop emo moments
and whining,
I've finally decided to stop and actually will do something.
Yes, I'll get my spirits fired up and I shall start practicing tomorrow.



On Friday, I only practiced a little, really.
First I played the song that I'm going to play in my coming Friday Performance,
"Find My Way" by The Gabe Dixon Band,
then I briefly played something I might be playing for my Piano lessons.
Remember the pop song that I am still considering?
Yes, "Overjoyed" by Stevie Wonder.
This time, everything on my own, without the band
and I have to make the song sound full.
And then, I practiced my scales. The modes.
It's only the C key, and it's the easiest key you can ever play.
It was doable, though the fingering isn't as smooth as I wanted it to be.
Anyway, I will practice them tomorrow. And.. ohgawsh, my chord progressions.
ugh. I will get my classical piece done first.
Which I have finally decided, "Mazurka in C Major Op. 24 No.2" by Chopin.
Oh yeappie. It is Cmajor and there's a modulation at the middle part.
So, yeah. I shall do it. :D




Hell yeah. :D
Have a great weekend everyone :)
Oh I just remembered I have a class tomorrow morning.
Okay.   :)







FIGHT!!!

Spare me, please...

I just finished my final class of the day, which is my piano lesson - Private Instruction (3).
It's not something I'll be able to relax myself a bit.

I guess, there are two-three days which will be quite stressful for me,
Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
The days which have Eric's classes.
Sigh.
I can hardly breathe.




First off, the aural training class was okay, although it wasn't pleasant
compared to the previous classes, Eric was a lil pissed off.
Well, he didn't lose his temper, so it's considered a lil. lol.
After that, it was Malaysian Music History, a very... informative, yet making-all-of-us-sleepy-ish.




Before the second class of the day started, Jesica and I went to have lunch together.
It was pretty obvious that she was very exhausted and she couldn't concentrate in the first class.
She shared her problems and as a friend,
I listened and tried to solve, or at least make her feel better.
Honestly, I couldn't really be in her shoes while she was telling about the stress and tension.
Until I got into my piano lesson with Eric.
Now, I can understand her situation perfectly, except the part that she has gigs outside.




When Eric and I started the class, he gave me choices to choose for my 3 genres,
Classical, Pop and Jazz.
I thought I could play Beethoven's sonata for the classical piece, and I was wrong.
He demanded Chopin, and he actually specifically stated "Mazurka".
Now, I have to find something to fit his requirement and present it as soon as possible.
That's not all.
I might be playing Stevie Wonder's "Overjoyed" for my pop,
in a much more complicated way, R&b especially. The melody, the chords, the voicing.
Jazz?
Either John Coltrane's "Impressions" or Miles Davis's "So What".
Both are modal pieces, based on the requirement for my level,
because all the scales that I need to practice for now on, are "modes".
From Ionian to Locrian, 7 modes in total for each 12 keys.
As for the Chord progressions, I would really need help for that.
I-7  IV-7 V7(b9 b13)  I-7
I-7  bVImaj7  II-7(b5)  V7(b9)  I-7
III-7  V7/II (b9 b13)  II-7  V7(b9 b13)  I-7.
Bonus!
The arpeggios are basically all from what I've learned before,
PLUS  Dom(b9)  and Dom(b5)
in 4 inversions, most probably (if root's included, which is the easiest).







So tell me,
am I really really really going to survive this semester?
It's not really possible, unless I push myself real hard.
Just like what Eric usually do.
This is just the beginning, peeps.





Wish me lots and lots of luck!!
:D
I have to make myself smile, otherwise. =.=

"OH YEAH" by 盧廣仲

唯有你的声音

能让我觉得舒服一点。

唯有你的歌，

能让我觉得

心情

真的能够

一下子从谷底

飙到山顶。

我

今天过得非常不错！

虽然言之过早，

不过以现在的心情

就足以开心一整天。

OH YEAH!

:D

I am yet happy enough

The sudden thought

of

being under the bed...

If only my bed legs were

tall enough,

for me to hide under.

And now I wonder,

what I am supposed to pursue,

exactly?

People talked too much around me.

I am now lost,

in a few ways

which I don't even bother to find out the solutions.

Maybe, that's why I gave up

on those few things.

Give me life.

A life.

Give me,

something worth enough

to make me stay positive.

(not literally)

This is when

and

where

I have chosen to be alone,

unapproachable,

unfathomable.

I guess this is how I feel

when I'm listening to

Caroline Lufkin's songs.

They are beautiful.

:)

Random thoughts (3)

I'm not sure if this is how should I feel, now in particular
as it is NYE today.
Or maybe I'm just too easily influenced, especially by songs.
For one whole song, I can be so hyped up, and I just wanna dance.
Drowning into the crazy tunes and beats, it's just too good to experience.
Then, when it switched to something calm,
or even worse, some really emo songs, slow ones,
I will just stay on my chair/the sofa/the floor,
and give a blank stare, till the song is over and something really upbeat comes.



Well, that also happens when I was looking into my past,
reviewing my memories, and suddenly remember something.
Even when the memory is not really pleasant or happy
and I was listening to something which is quite on the contrary,
I wouldn't feel so bad.


And when that happens, I'm either already in my own world,
or waiting something to change my mood at the moment.
Sometimes when something familiar caught my attention,
I'd like to stare at it,  for how long I may take,
I'd still like to stare at it, because somehow
that's where I get my inspirations from.

You only live once

Aaaah...



There goes my final piece of,
chocolate.
*nom*
:D
I feel calmed and all, but not excited and hyper. LOL.



Since yesterday, I've been eating a lot of carbs and chocolate.
Gooohh.
Spaghetti, instant noodles*it's been a while... lol.* and chocolate that is. :D
I eez happy!
By the way, it's actually the first time I cook spaghetti like this,
with tuna, garlic and other seasonings. lol.
Interesting........
I shall cook that again when I get back to hometown,
where the resources are always available.
And even when they're not,
I can always walk to the Giant Hypermarket to get all the ingredients I need
with just around 10 minutes walk.
No pain. Hence no gain. *grin*





The chocolate was actually to calm my disturbed mind.
Honest.
My piano, one of the keys is ... faulty.
I can't play properly with that note,
because whenever I hit the note, the other key would hit with it,
causing a dissonant sound, which I don't like at all.
Dai kirai desu. :(




Hmmm.
I need to practice.
Exam's coming, it's tuesday and wednesday.
I can do this.
I've grown, so I must act like one too.
Though I've encountered some obstacles along the way,
I can do this, with not only my persistence, and also GOD's help.
I'm so doing the last minute thing. Hahahahaa.
Blame me not.
But I will do my best and get this done and over with.
:D





Me eez strong!
So I will do my best,
and shall have absolutely no regrets.
Because I know that time is unforgiving.
:)





::  p/s  ::
Btw,
I've been watching a jap drama,
"Attention Please" nowadays,
and I love learning new japanese words
whenever I watch one,
and..... learning different life lessons
when I watch one.
It's nice. Overwhelming, yeah..

Me eez HYPER! :D

I AM HYPER

LIKE MAD

LIKE EXTREMELY HAPPY

cuz of many reasons

but

definitely not because of

redbull.

:P

Heh sorry

but I'm not really a fan of redbull.

ANYWAY!

I've just finished one of last two exams

of the semester,

Performance studies (2).

Though the whole semester was

somewhat alike the one last year

and what I've been through

along with my classmates

were overwhelming.

Come to think of it,

I've almost forgotten the way

Eric teaches us in class

was actually benefiting us

though the process may seemed otherwise.

Hehehehe.

Well, the outcome is always worth looking forward to.

:D

But it's too early to say so.

Hehehe.

I have one more exam to go,

remember?

Anyhow,

I'll do my best

and get my exam done

with satisfaction.

:D

I can do this.

Gosh I still feel so thrilled.

and

loved.

Yay.

:)

::  p/s ::

I'm going to watch

"Twilight saga - New Moon"

TONIGHT!!!

TONIGHT!!!! OMG IT'S TONIGHT!!!

:D

yeah i'm whining :P

My left arm.
hmmm..
The whole limb actually.
I can barely play well with my left arm like this.
Thank GOD I don't play much with my left arm.
Sigh.
Why???
Why muscle spasms now???
Owh... that includes my right feet and my right pinkie. meow.
It hurts whenever I hit the "c" note like four times in a bar, and there's like four bars.
TT_______TT
And........
Both of my shoulders muscles.
Le sigh.




However,
That means I'll have to rest kaw kaw during this sem break. :D
Me eez looking forward to my sem break! wee~
Okie I'm done with my practice....
So I will turn in earlier today.
Sigh. Sad. Pain. Tired.





But me eez having fun with samba, despite the fact that it's really hard to get it right.
Yum samba~! X)
It's 2 days away! (Performance studies) oh wait, 1 day away! aaaaahh!!! *PANIC*
Hmm.
Yeah.
I can. I can. I can.
PRACTICE~~~~~

A wake up call

You know.
There are moments that you feel your heart touched,
even though it's sudden and short,
you can still feel it, and actually let it linger in your heart
for as long as you can.




The feeling that I felt earlier, even yesterday, is still here.
It never fades, and that I am truly amazed.
I never realized how music can really touch my soul like that.
It's really overwhelming.
To me, it's like a revolution of something.
Perhaps, almost everything about me
and I'm still on my way to discover what has been hidden inside of me.
That music, is inspiring and revolutionary indeed.
I know my ups and downs and I'm actually aware of it. Kind of surprised, but yes I feel great
that I know about the things that I've been through, or still going through.
Hehe. It's almost like a wake up call.
Thank you GOD, for answering my prayers.





I am truly happy and am really glad that I always have GOD by my side, and in my heart.
At least, I don't feel like a lamb which has lost its direction.
That's good enough.
:D

"Maestro" by Hans Zimmer

If I said I've fallen in love, it's most probably this music playing in my head.
And if I said he's the reason that I got really interested in film scoring,
he's the one,
The one and only,
Hans Zimmer.
He's really good.
No matter what genre it is, his music, is always good.
I love all of them.
:)




::  info  ::
This song is from the movie,
"The Holiday".

Still sick and tired

I was officially sick
since last night.
Hahahaaha.
It was pretty okay, although I was really worn out
and yeah the lethargy was shown on my face, obviously.





Woke up with a sore throat which became worse by the hour
and sneezing came long.
At first, I didn't take it in mind especially my running nose.
It was pretty normal to me, cuz it usually happens when there's dust, or..
something in the air. *ooo....*
Yeah I have a sensitive nose, so that makes me a sensitive person also.
Ahahaha.
Thought I got better during the night, well I was wrong.






Woke up the next day(today), still with the sore throat, and the running nose,
and a slight fever.
See?
Drinking water doesn't help much.
I don't like panadol either.
I was really reluctant to eat it, because I don't like it. hahaha.
Still, I ate one and let's see what will happen the next day.






Yes, I know.
Luckily the exam was over, but only temporarily.
I still have one more day to bear with this sickness
because there's something on this coming Sunday. :)
Hope everything goes fine.
And hope I will get better soon, real soon. Heh.







Love lives forever, GOD BLESS YOU ALL
---
Michael Joseph Jackson
"This Is it"






::  p/s  ::
I know that picture looks very familiar. hahaha.
And yeah, I just watched that movie.
It was great. Very cool and inspiring.
He was a really good musician and a legend.
Btw, Orianthi Panagaris is COOOOOOL!!
Gosh, I really love guitarists.
Haahahhaahaha. Very fascinating.
:)))

"Enrai" by Do As Infinity

Under the thick clouds,
I was with my mother that day...
With her parasol up, she held my hand
As we walked down the summer path.

Her voice nearly drowned by the chirping crickets,
Over and over she said,
"Everyone goes through life alone
Not turning back."

Too young, I surely
Heard things I couldn't answer...
Before I knew it, I was sleeping
At your back, not crying at all.

A presentiment of the coming evening shower,
The echo of distant thunder --
Almost as if to forecast
How we would be since that time...

As I approach you as you were that day,
I finally understand
Why you suddenly squatted down,
And shed those final tears.

Your feelings...
The smell of that summer...














will get the video asap.
There's just none in Youtube.
Anyway.
I love this song. AHahahaha.
Though it's a lil frustrating on how to express the right feeling out.
Yeap.

I can barely breathe. As my energy became scarce..

I can hardly feel anything, but the coldness,
My vision is blurred and I literally am numb.
I mean it.




The only thing that made me feel like I'm alive
was
blasting my mind with Paramore's songs.
Ah well. Their songs are great.
Love all of them, but I love "You are the exception" and "Misguided ghosts" the most.
I don't know. Hahahaha.





Maybe I'm just tired.
Yeah...
It's okay. It's time to put my mind into my projects anyway.
I'm so lazy.
TM is fine, CH and Arranging are KILLING me........
Sigh.
Composing and arranging are not easy.
Oh, finally, I'm feeling something,
Stomachache.
LOL.
I hope everything will be done and I wanna get over with them.
Everything man.
Everything.
Ever since yesterday, I've given some thoughts even though my mind was in turmoil.
Yeap.
I can live with this.



All the best, peeps.
Exams are coming.
Keep on practicing.
:)))




::  p/s  ::

My right hand is getting weaker.

Oh no.