Huggies

I need a hug.

I don't know why.

Maybe it's because of the stress I've got

during this week.

This is only the 2nd week of the semester,

and I have about 18 more to endure.

I guess,

by the end of this semester,

I'll be able to withstand all sorts of stress.

Okay, maybe not all,

but some, more than now at least.

I know,

for all the things that I'm doing and will be doing

from now and then

cannot be compared to

the others at my college.

(my batch and the seniors especially)

Today, after the only class of the day - Jazz+R&b Ensemble,

I somehow felt relieved but not for long.

I could feel stress pressing me down

and I was really tired.

The homework we've got from last class

wasn't complete

and today we've got more.

And I just remembered the transcription I need to do

for Monday's Aural Training's class.

And I have to teach a friend of mine to play a jazz piece

on Saturday, which is not a hard task.

However, it gives me pressure.

So, I came up with this conclusion,

"What gives me the pressure,

gives me the happiness too."

I still need a hug

and

Oh GOD Please,

just give me more faith and wisdom and energy.

I need to go on.

One more day, to the weekends.

*phew*